Friday 11 October 2013

"Beginning of my Life"


"Beginning of my Life"






Can you still remember during your childhood days? You’re life history? What time you feel conscious in all things happened? Well, you just listen and I will share you my life history!

Before anything else, I am Elvie P. Escalante, I was born on April 23, 1994, I am a daughter of Sofriana and Vevencio Escalante, and I have 2 sisters and 3 brothers.

I feel conscious in everything I encountered, when I was already 4 years old I am very aggressive in playing different kind of games together with my friends and relatives. At that young age I always wanted to do something of what my eldest sister did. As the year passing by my knowledge will enhance and I slowly understand what the word is all about, how life goes on, how to live normal and how to communicate to others. 

 On my elementary life I already know how to write, to draw and also to read, when I was grade 4 I love playing baseball with my classmate also with my first crush.The biggest thing that I would not forget is on my grade six because I had experience more enjoyable things especially with my lovable best friend the JEMMS group. I finished my elementary on March 28, 2007 with bringing a wonderful experience.


After I finished in elementary, I have experience and realized that our family had encountered a financial problem. That’s why my eldest sister went on Manila to find a job for seeking of my studies and also to my sister and 3 brothers. After she finished in high school she left as with full of inspiration. She works hard n Manila until she found a Japanese foreigner; she married on 2003 and went in Japan on 2004. Many years had been pass she have a 2 handsome boy but even thought she has own family she will not forgot to send us money, lend us in school especially she never forgot to help our relatives.


I started to study in high school at gamut National High School, Gamut, Barobo, Surigao Del Sur. It is only a public school with a law tuition fee pay but it is not important to me as long as I have learn and have a good knowledge. Our schools are lack of instruments, books, computers and others so that my knowledge also is not really enough in college so I need to enhance to compete to others. I am good in math I always choose in our school to compete in others school that are related in mathematic like for example MTAP and Math Festivals.


I am always a honor student in high school I got a satisfied grade, my parents are very proud to me. When I was on elementary I have already a boy close friend at the same time become my first boyfriend but I am not take seriously on that relation because  what I wanted to do is to focus in my studies and also because my parents will be disappoint me. I always an honor student until I finished my high school
I got only Second Honorable Mentioned but I’m not regretting of that instead I am happy because out of 89 students I belong or choose being an honor student. I got 10 medals on that time with different awards.
               

          And now is the most difficult thing that I have never been encountered all over my life. After I finished my high school life is also the beginning of my struggle. I am studying in University of Mindanao, Davao City. I belong on honor section since I am an honor student I avail an academic scholarship with 25% discount. In this time I experience difficulties because many things are new to me but I pursue myself to carry those things. 


       But with God’s grace I am strong to face all the difficulties. Until now I still study in University of Mindanao with no love life and full of inspiration and hoping someday ill became a CPA someday. And also my dreams are to help my family and I look back those person who are always there until I reach goals or in my success especially in my loving and supportive sister. I love you sister Rosevic you’re the best among the best. That’s the flow of my life history.

NAG- IISIP?


    NAG- IISIP?



       Minsa’y akoy napaisip,
Paano kaya kung wala akong isip?
     Siguro buhay ay Masaya,
     Siguro walang pag- alala.


        Sabi nila ang utak ay mahalaga,
                                        Pagkat ito’y may dalang hiwaga
                                         Kung ano raw ang nilalaman nito,
                                              Ang siyang ginagawa mo.
  

Paano kaya ano?
Ano kaya ang iniisip ng mga tao sa mundo?
Ano kaya ang laman ng kanilang utak?
Bakit kaya buhay ng iilan ay wasak?


Ano kaya ang iniisip ng may kapangyarihan sa lipunan?
Mamamayan at ang bayan?
Serbisyo at panunungkulan?
O, hindi kaya ‘y sariling kapakanan.

 

Ano kaya ang iniisip ng mga kabataan?
Pag- aaral, pagdarasal at pagtutulungan?
Pangarap para sa kaunlaran ng bawat isa?
Inumin, barkada at puro pagsasaya.



Ano kaya ang tingin ng mamamayan sa kapaligiran,
Hiwaga ng bagay ng maykapal sa sangkatauhan?
Biyaya na nag uugnay sa lahat ng bagay?
O di kaya, tambakan ng basura na tila walang saysay?


Ano kaya ang turing ng mga mamamayan sa mga dukha?
Kapwa tao na nangangailangan ng pagmamahal, tulong at pag- aalaga?
Bawas kita at salot sa lipunan,
O di kayay, basura at salot sa lipunan.


Hay naku! Buhay nga naman ng tao.
Kung ano ang tama ang siyang hindi ginagawa,
Buti pa ang mga halaman walang utak at pakiramdam,
Nagbibigay ng buhay sa lahat ng dapat mabuhay.


Hoy, tayo mga tao! Utak ay gamiting mabuti,
Wag yung puro nalang ikaw,
Tularan ang kalabaw huwag ang langaw,
Tingnan ating ang iyong kapwa, tayo ay maawa.....




He Who Comforts Me


He Who Comforts Me


Tick- tock, tick- tock, the clock is calling,
Tick- tock, tick- tock, the time keeps running
Everything is always in hurry
Things must be done early and properly.


Life is a race, losses never win,
Mistakes are only for one, never does it again?
Dream, work hard, those are the only thing
And someday you’ll reap a comfortable living.


I the midst of one’s consciousness,
Things are properly set and almost perfect
Suddenly series of storm came with its savageness
Leaving nothing but a retrospect.

             I stand still until the clock stops running

The teary eye can’t stop the tears from falling
I knelt down for all of a sudden
As I heard a voice calling out my name


I asked then listened but there’s no answer,
I cried in despair until he came closer,
He handed me a very nice thing
A thing that contains about the wonders of everything.


He told me to treasure it,
No matter what happen, hold on to it.
Life is not a race,
My children have faith.


I did what he said,
And thought it was easy,
But in the midst of my journey,
     Again, I lost my way.



It’s not that easy!
I protested hastily,
If you love me,
Then why I suffer this way?


I heard no answer, so I stopped anyway,
Then air blows strongly and rain drops heavily,
Again, they reminded me, I am only a breath,
And I am not that truly great.


Despite all of my sins,
He reached out his arms to save me again,
I cried unto him because I’ve sinned,
He answered, my child, I love you, you are forgiven.


I looked unto the thin he handed me,
There I found he truly loved me,
Yesterday, today and tomorrow,
His love covers all my sorrow.


Because of his love, I live and will live,
Because of his love, I believe and will believed,
Because of his love, I love and will love,
For everything is all about love, God is Love.







''TO THE MAN I'LL LOVE''


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''TO THE MAN I'LL LOVE''


How I wish that we’ll met
Unpleasant day becomes so great
Longing for that moment to come
And welcome you with an open arm.


Every night when i am going to sleep
I am asking god for help
To the man that I’ve waited for a long time
Please come for which my heart beats warm.


In a frosty evening moment
The surroundings are in silent
Dazzling of the stars in heaven
Shows the man that I’ve been dreamin’


As i walked under the crying clouds
The air whispers around
It says something unclear
Confusion of mind appears.


Every single day has passed by
No one answers yet my question ‘why’?
Till I’ve met a guy
That’s what god’s reply.


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‘’In my childhood’’




                                                      



‘’In my childhood’’


As I reminisce my childhood’s memoirs
The grins in my face are sheers
Fountains of my balls are flowed
By the laughter and despair I awed.


How funny my childhood was
Thus far, I have to surpass
Seeking way to be it backed
Till the hope is unlocked.


Sometimes when I’m alone
The minds of mine filled of imagination
The way that I am recalling it
The more that I can’t ever forget.